What a day! . . . I pursue but I fail.
I wanted to achieve something but I fail.
I did my best but I fail.
I always fail.
I always get so disappointed about things.
And most of the times, I doubted myself if I can do certain things or not.
The more I wanted to learn, the more failure I get.
I think of myself as a prisoner of failure.
I pity myself, It feels like I'm forever be in the shadow of darkness and failure.
Everything I do is a mistake for everybody.
I feel like I'm full of stupidity.
I talk nonsense.
Haiiisssstttt . . . . Why can't I make everything right!???
I'm so stressed about things, I want to take some time off.
I want to go somewhere, where I can find my soul and self and be at peace.