Thursday, July 26, 2012

What to do when 'someone' says 'bad things' about you?..

I'm still not over it. . . hehe. . . What the heck!? My peaceful life was shaken when I heard a news about someone saying bad things about me, either upfront or backstab. Some people are really annoying. Hai, they get into my nerves! I just wish they realize how much damaged they've caused to someone's life.

I just finished browsing the net and luckily I got myself into this site " ".  This site shows some helpful ideas on how to handle the scenario when some people says bad things about you. Check the lists below:

1. Don’t be bitter; be neutral. What happened wasn’t OK, but bitterness will end up hurting you even more.
2. Reevaluate your life. Recovery is always a good time to look at what you’re doing and determine if you are finding fulfillment through it. Did something teach you that life is short? You’re a survivor for a reason, so make it count.
3. Do the things you were told you couldn't do. If someone said you would never amount to anything, go and prove them wrong. Don’t do it for their attention, and don’t expect them to acknowledge it later. Do it for yourself.
4. Prove yourself wrong. Most people who have been sidetracked have allowed low expectations from someone else to come into their own life somewhere. You don’t need to prove anything to someone else, but prove yourself wrong and learn to set higher expectations.
5. Refuse to believe that you’ll never be truly OK. Why can’t you fully recover? Maybe you can, maybe you can’t, but don’t rule it out right from the start with the belief that you’ll always be a victim.

Waaaahhhhhhh . . . . . . I really really need to apply those 5 ideas above in my daily life . . :)
Peace, love and music guys. . . Thank you God!
Happy reading (^_^) ! ! !

Monday, July 16, 2012

Start LiVing your LiFe, b4 lifE leAveS You...

I always think about what other people say, I'm so sensitive about their criticisms on me, the way they judge me on how I look and think and I hate it. Why don't they just back off ! ! ! . . . Face the mirror and see the monster in you. These kind of people affects my self esteem, my work ethics and my daily life. Well, as I grow old one thing I've learned is I can't please everybody. If they don't like me, It's their problem not mine. I don't want to be the same girl who thinks of herself as a big failure, the one who is afraid to speak what's on her mind, who don't have the courage to defend herself when they judge her intellectual capability and who is always on her comfort zone. I want to dream and aim high, just like the old days (studying). Be competitive. I want to try and experience new things. Fulfill my destiny and make everyday extra ordinary.

I have read an article in a magazine comprising of sets of questions about how you will make your day extra ordinary. And I have fun answering those questions :). Please see the lists below:

1. What will you do to make today special?
         -  I will travel to different places with the one I love.

2. What is your dream job?
         - To be a national security agent :) like in CIA . . .

3. If you had no fear, what would you do today?
         -   :) .... geeeeehhhhh..
                                                    Sky Diving                 and                  Scuba Diving
4. What is the wildest thing you have ever done?
         - Suicidal attempt (bwahahahahahaha)

5. If you could live the life of someone else, whose would it be?
                                                                            - Cleopatra :D

6. What is the one place you would like to visit?
                                                                             . . . . ITALY . . . .

How about you, how will you make your day extra ordinary?
How will you live your life to the fullest? (^_^)

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Epic Failure

What a day! . . . I pursue but I fail.
I wanted to achieve something but I fail.
I did my best but I fail.
I always fail.

It hurts to know that you give your extra effort and time, then the result will be a failure.
I always get so disappointed about things.
And most of the times, I doubted myself if I can do certain things or not.

The more I wanted to learn, the more failure I get.
I think of myself as a prisoner of failure.
I pity myself, It feels like I'm forever be in the shadow of darkness and failure.

Everything I do is a mistake for everybody.
I feel like I'm full of stupidity.
I talk nonsense.

Haiiisssstttt . . . . Why can't I make everything right!???
I'm so stressed about things, I want to take some time off.
I want to go somewhere, where I can find my soul and self  and be at peace.